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Wondering over the whispers Of your name, Poured by the icy winds Into my eardrum. I sushed my pacing heart for a second To cope up with the silence of the dry night. With my tearful eyes, Pulling my coziest blanket over my face, {Well it's still less warm and cozy than your arms} I tried to cover my ears. //It's been more than 9 months, since the day I kissed your lips. "Wasn't this distance enough? "// I screamed at the breeze, "Shut up"! Well, the winds are as stubborn as Me; It kept calling you! Just like the beats of my heart do. //I so wanna hear your voice Right now!// I took my cellphone... '2:37 am' - I could read on my screen. ( Fuck it) //no it's not the emotion of the time. It's the emotion that triggered my memory And shot 'I CAN'T CALL YOU' right on my mind.// *Well, I miss your sleepy voice and that bit of depth in the tone it carries in this hour of time.* The breeze blew again, Right by my cheeks. I brought my palms to my face. 'Walking down the memory lane again!' //Do you remember how Much I love to hold your face in my palms?// Realising that, it's one of those sleepless nights again, I decided to write a letter on your name. "Dear love, It's 2:58am , and just like every night since a few months, here I am writing to you in the middle of this freezing dark hour. Well, My tongue has waited quite enough to tell you How much I love you, that it has become all parched. I was already missing you like hell and all of a sudden the coldness in the air around me, made me crave for your warm arms. The touch of your fingers that I used to Wear over every inch of my skin has now shed off. I couldn't remember that last leap of my soul into your eyes when I looked straight in them at our depar...ture....." I don't know what to write to you honestly. Because there's nothing that you haven't read before or that you are unaware of. //I crumbled the letter and threw it over a pile of my draft writings.// *A heavy sigh* My heart was still thrombing as if it's in a race. I placed my hand over my chest. *Sobbing* I couldn't hold this any longer. I need you to be here. I want you to know how soft tickles can make you laugh sweetly; how handsome you look when you are all messy and... *I paused for a moment.* I stood up. Put on my earphones and decided to decieve The winds. I wiped my tears and played some classic Bollywood music from 70s. "Aanewala pal jaane waala hai....." Played through my tympanic membrane, Causing a vibration straight to my heart. A realisation. With all the dawns that I went to sleep at, and the dusks I watched over in your memories, there's a constant ache of loss. A loss of all those promises that I made to you in the mere hope of having the same promises from your side. A loss of my smiles , that I only shared with you and without you, there's nothing real in it. A loss of the feeling of existence in my own life, without you , I don't feel the same "Alive". A loss of that eternal belief in love.... A loss ....of nothing... But YOU, my love. //I pulled out my earphones. Pushed away the blanket. Letting the breeze pat over all of my body.// The winds were still calling for you. To them I spoke now, "Things against the terms of forever were something I always argued on but I guess, Klaus was right ~ Nothing lasts forever after all. For me, FOREVER IS AN EMPTY PROMISE. A promise we all do to our loved ones, Inspite of knowing it's not true and it can never be kept..... I hope HE feels this "hollowness" too Just like I do." Finally the winds seized. - Aditi Goud #creatorshala #blog #blogging #writer #writing #fiction #art #artist #night #love #forever #tvd #to #photography #blogger #kishorekumar #music #poem #poetry #poet

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// ?? ? ℂ?ℕ'? ℍ??? ??? //? Song by - @shawnmendes -- -- You're always on my mind, no matter what. I tried to distract myself by doing stuff like writing or reading or listening to music but there you're in small fragments in everything I write, read, or listen to. There's always a little essence of you in everything I do. I know you think about me too, I just wanna come running to you. Everything feels so pointless without you. I just want to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I want to give ourselves another go. ?? ?? ??? ???? ???? Even if I am at an amazing place full of scenic beauties with my friends, you're the one constantly 'on my mind'. I've been reminiscing our old moments, all the happy memories, all the highs, and the lows. I didn't sleep last night because after such a long time you sent me a cute heartfelt message and I've been reading it again and again. I got consumed with all the thinking about our stupid mistakes and how we left things. I wanna know what made you sent me the text, do you want to get back together, or were you just hungover either way I was on your mind and you did miss me? Even if you do want to start things from the very beginning, just so know that I want all of you this time - your heart, your body, your mind, your soul everything with "??? ??? ??????? ????????" I know even if you texted me out of the blue because you were feeling lonely or you just wanted to talk with someone and I clicked on your mind even if it was just a one-time thing, I can maintain distance with you respecting your boundaries. At that moment, I knew I was missing that feeling, that love, those pointless talks. I just hate admitting that I miss you and I miss what we had. If possible let's over with a clean slate this time. Because,"?????????? ????? ??????? ?? ? ???'? ???? ???". ~Tanya Shrivastava . . Find me on Ig- @tanyaashrivastavaa . . . . . #Creatorshala #Fashion #Blogger #Creatorshalablogger #Creator #Photography #Influencer #Fashionblogger #Love #Instagram #Contentcreator #Makeup #Beauty #Style #Creatorshalainfluencer #Photooftheday #Lifestyle #Model #Follow #Writer

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